This weekend was a nightmare.
I could have just kept my mouth shut, but alas... I did not. Instead I proceeded to plant the seed of mistrust and lies... and set the bridge on fire. I am very talented to be able to do all of that simultaneously.
This is an issue that will only grow with time. There is not a way to escape reality at this point. We love each other, but we are not meant for each other. I have been here, in these shoes, before... and at the time, it's easy to believe that it's not possible to move forward, but as history has shown me... it is.
I thought it was best not to hide from reality anymore, but apparently being honest was just another reason for our insecurities to take hold of the situation.
"Deep within me life's crawling and wasting my days. Another night gone and I know there will be another way. I'm leading myself to be free in this eternal goodbye."
So... what do I do next?
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