I'm Going to Cheat...

and post my most recent Myspace blog here as a start.




"THERE WAS NOTHING TO FEAR AND NOTHING TO DOUBT" 1.09.09


"I jumped in the river and what did I see?
Black-eyed angels swam with me
A moon full of stars and astral cars
All the figures I used to see
All my lovers were there with me
All my past and futures
And we all went to heaven in a little row boat
There was nothing to fear and nothing to doubt"


A few thoughts....


- Is my mind playing games with me right now?

- I am not what you perceive me to be... whatever beauty you claim to see is unfortunately a figment of your imagination.

- I need to escape a certain aspect of my life, and I cannot bring myself to do so.

- I have a sort of love-hate relationship with the world. On one hand, I love that we're stepping into a whole new world, one with more tolerance, more compassion, more open diversity. On the other hand, we are witnessing two countries throwing bombs at each other like children fighting on the playground. With the amount of potential we have on this earth, why waste all that time, money, energy on such violent acts? I wish to gather with all the other people who truly believe in peace and establish our own planet elsewhere, away from all this craziness.

- Way to go, Richard Dawkins! Can I have your babies?

- To someone... "Save all your prayers, I think we're lost today. There's no morning after, no one's around to blame"

- LG15 Creators, I am no longer your friend.

- No, I will not be a Death Knight. I am sorry, but I won't jump on that bandwagon.

- Oh.. nor will I become a Shadow Priest. fuck.that.shit. I'm a healer <3

- Why are all the good ones always gone? le'sigh.

- Dear Twilight people, please release the DVD tomorrow. Please? No? Why not? Ok..... fine, but I think I might go crazy if you don't do it soon.

- I'm seeing the Puss & Boots style all over the place... Beet, I think you had something to do with that. Just possibly...

- It's spelled BORED, dammit, not board. Sorry, but I had to get that off my chest.

- Jennifer Swan, where are you? :-(

- I love my family. They are everything to me.

- Samfish... I'm sorry I'm such a terrible friend. I don't deserve you... not at all. <3

- "I like to have a martini, Two at the very most.
After three I'm under the table, after four I'm under my host."
Dorothy Parker <3



And to sum up exactly how I am feeling right now... ladies and gentlemen, I give you Lenka ---
"Trouble he will find you no matter where you go oh oh
No matter if you're fast, no matter if you're slow oh oh
The eye of the storm and the cry in the morn oh oh
You're fine for awhile then you start to lose control...
Trouble is a friend and trouble is a foe oh oh
And no matter what I feed him he always seems to grow oh oh
He sees what I see and he knows what I know oh oh
So don't forget as you ease on down the road...
He's there in the dark, he's there in my heart
He waits in the winds, he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend yeah trouble is a friend of mine..."